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20070606 Astronomical Apathy As I began to wake up I saw a quick vision of the sky, showing stars and planets. I heard a female voice saying to me “Astronomical (or Astrological) Apathy.” The word “Apathy” was very clear but I was unable to be sure if the first word that she was saying was “Astronomical “or “Astrological.” As I looked at the star lit sky I thought to myself, based on my past religious teachings, that the study of Astrology was evil, so it must have been ‘Astronomical’ that I was hearing. I understood the “Apathy” very clear but I did not understand the first word completely, so I asked that the first word be repeated and she did repeat it again, and again. I saw the sky with stars and planets but I was still unable to be sure of the first word, even as hard as I was trying to concentrate, the word seemed to be unfamiliar to me, other than I understood that it had to do with the sky in some form.
20070607 Today I was drawn to Dani'el 4:7 When the magicians, exorcists, astrologers and diviners came, I told them the dream; but they couldn't interpret it for me. 20091105 This morning I heard His Soft Whispers Say, "We Are The Universe"!ACIM T-14.III.9 |
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20090811 Thoughts are Things
Today as I was cutting the grass my spirit opened and I began to see how that everything that I was living has come from my own thoughts. That if need be, I could ‘travel’ to King David’s ‘time’, or into the future somewhere. I understood the reality of ‘no time’ and how that we are only held to it if we think that we are. We have the power with our thoughts to change our lives if we just understood that we had that power. We are not imprisoned in these bodies, its just that we ‘think’ that we are. If I had the need to be in another country, I could be there if my thoughts would allow me to go there. I could leave this body and return to it or I could take this body with me, if only I could 'think' that I could. 20090830 My mind is fighting me So many times I have struggled with ‘feelings’ of fear that I have that I know to be ungodly, and over and over again I have asked for forgiveness for the same sins, wondering why that I haven’t had the power to overcome them, but today I understood just a little bit more than I have before. It’s not that my heart is evil, it is just that my human mind is fighting to protect itself. Obviously I have trained it to think the way that it does and to change my way of thinking, to take on The Mind of Christ, would be taking the power and authority away from my own mind, or old way of thinking, which would leave me powerless. My mind fights me on this as it fights for its own self control. I’m not saying that I completely understanding this but I see a little bit more than I did. 20090901 Video Game Life is like a video game. I play the game, then I walk away with the game in my head. Vision: I walked into a small café and against the wall was what appeared to be a pin ball game. As I observed those playing the game I understood what I had been told. The players walk in off the street, put their money in the machine and begin pushing the buttons in order to flip the ball around the board to score points. The bell rings and the lights flash ‘Game Over’, the player will usually slap the side of the machine in disgust or exhilaration, then turns to leave but the game that he has just played is forever in his head. He thinks about the strategies to be used next time he plays as he learns the ways and means that it takes to win. 20090915 I AM Always with You Father, if my every experience is created in my own mind whether in the body or out how will I ever know that I am with You? “I AM Always with You.” 20090921 Who is Your Savior?
His Soft Whispers: Who is Your Savior? The Christ Within You - Not Jesus the Man 20091006 Separation
His Soft Whispers: The bible was written from the point of view of man being his own god. 20091020 Savior His Soft Whispers: He walked into their world of illusion and they all saw him as each was capable of seeing him. As Thomas asked to see the wounds, that is all that Thomas was capable of understanding at that moment, so his illusion of Jesus appeared with holes in his hands and side. 20091101 Illusions I have spent my entire life, either being afraid of, or trying to change a world of existence that is nothing more than an illusion. My own cruel mind game. Is that dumb or what? 20091203 Brain Why do I have a brain in my head if I am not supposed to think or make a decision for myself?
"I didn’t make that body, you did."
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20091108 Forgive To for-give, to give before, to give without payment in return, to forgive before the asking, a gift of love, a gift given in pre-payment of a debt, coming before. Seeing beyond and before the debt into the heart. Bypassing what is visible into what is not. Seeing you as you are instead of what you think you are. Giving life in exchange for nothing. Recognizing the you before…. Giving to you before…For the very act of Giving…As you know not what you do. 20100115 Giving up... forever... the claim to revenge and to holding you responsible. As my desire for revenge against you reveals that i am not valuing myself...nor you...as The Holy and Perfect Son of God. |
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20100102 Who are you Jesus? Oh my, the stories, the twists and turns of one single life, so misunderstood, so mistranslated…left to each to interpret as he can accept and understand. If part of it doesn’t fit, then we’ll have to change it. If this is a little hard for me to believe, then it cannot be true. Was he a man? Was he a god? Was he The God? Did he go to hell? Was he born of a virgin? Was he even real? How much of the story really happened? How much of it was made up? How much of it was symbolic and how much of it was lost or changed through the years? Was there power in his blood? Did he die for our sins? Did he really walk on the water or cast out a legion of demons from an insane man? Did he really pass the test of the three temptations of ‘satan’? Is there really such a thing as a demon or a 'fallen angel’ by the name of Satan? Who are you Jesus? What are you Jesus? What did you do? Were you really in agony in a garden before you were crucified? Did you really, even for just one second, consider not ‘drinking the cup’? Was that a sin? Is there such a thing as sin? Then what is sin? Is there a punishment for it? Did you take my punishment for me, that is if I have committed any sin? And how did you do that? Is it just possible that you are to each what is needed? Could it be that along our journey we might need you to be different aspects of salvation for us at different ‘times’ of our lives? Could it be that you allow us to interpret who you are by the need that we have. If it’s all an 'image’ anyway, then isn’t all left up to each one’s interpretation of who we need you to be? No wonder there is no agreement, how can we possibly agree as we are all on different paths. (Hopefully all headed in the same direction of course.) Couldn’t you appear to me in any form? I’ve seen your hands, your feet, your back and your silhouette but I‘ve only seen your face in shadow. I know how tall you are and the length of your hair but was that really what you look like? Some say you have crystal clear blue eyes but I’ve never seen them. Yet you appeared to others as a young Jewish man. And who is that mysterious ‘Angel of the Lord’ mentioned in the Hebrew Bible, or the King of Salem, referred to as the priest of the Most High God? Was that you? And Paul was blinded by “a light from heaven”, was that you? Was that the vision of you that Paul needed to see? Yet you said you are within us? I know one thing, when you showed me your hands, that was exactly what I needed to see. |
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20100320 You Are … If I need for You to part the red sea for me then that is Who You Will Be. If I need to see You within a burning bush then that is where I will see You. If I need the protection of a warrior angel then that is What You will be for me… I Hear Your Voice Within Me and I begin to ‘see’ You in a manner that I am able to accept. If I feel unworthy of speaking to You face to Face then I will build a box of gold to encase You in, with staves to carry You around in. I recognize Your Holiness from my memory of You but I see myself as being unworthy of touching, even the golden box in which I have encased You. I may feel the need to appoint a keeper of the box that I may feel is more holy than I, and a temple with a special room in order to keep Your Holiness away from me, if I think that I will die if I come too close to You. If I need to see You as a god of war then You will allow me to see You in that manner. I cannot hurt myself nor kill myself with what I 'imagine' You to Be for me. You allow my thoughts of You and myself as a teaching tool as they cannot hurt me. You allow me to think of You as what ever I think that I need in order to find peace and comfort within You, knowing that eventually I will see You As You Are. I have not lost my memories of You, I have just hidden them away and think that I cannot recall them, but that is not so; so until I am ready to see You as You are, You will allow me to see You as I am able to accept Your ‘Image’. I hear Your Voice and make of You what I feel that is necessary for ‘my moment’ and this is ok with You as I cannot change You or me with just my thoughts. You are as You are and I am as I am and that is all that there is, and You will wait, being whatever I feel that I need, until I Am Ready to be who I am and see you as Who You are. It doesn’t matter if I see You as judgmental; just because I see You in that manner doesn’t change who You Are. It doesn’t matter if I think that You are trying to punish me for a sin that I may think that I have committed; it doesn’t make it so just because I think that it’s so. I can’t change You with my thoughts of You. You allow me to think of You in any manner that will eventually lead me back into my own correct thinking and I will see You as You are once again. Safe, secure, at peace. Your Love has always been there for me, just waiting on me. If I need You to be my healer, that’s ok. If I feel the need to sacrifice myself to You, that’s ok. If I feel that I need a sacrifice for myself, that’s ok. Even If I need to see that You have created Yourself to be a sacrifice for me, that’s ok… Nothing that I think can change Who You Are. I cannot hurt myself with what I think. I am still Who You created me to be and whatever means that I choose to use on my journey is ok as You Are There For Me, Waiting for me to See and Know You Once Again As You Are. As You will lose no one. You will wait, as long as it takes, allowing us to think whatever we feel that we need to think, as You Are Still Holding US Within You as You created us to be. You’ve never let us go anywhere, even though we feel that we are on this long journey back to You, we never left…You have never allowed us to leave, but You have allowed us to think that we have left You. And that’s ok, for now. Because, what we need, You Are. And we will never be satisfied with anything other than Who You Are…no matter what we may think! |
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What am I judging? If I am judging what I ‘see’ of you then I am judging the body, the part that you have chosen to play in order to obtain your uniqueness; a script, a dialog, a character performing on the stage on this world of illusion. I’m judging nothing. You are not that character. You are the child of the Living God. 20100304 Disappeared Yeshua’s body disappeared because, as the Christ, that body never existed. The ‘images’ that were seen later were simply what each person would have been able to identify him as, no less, no more. 20100303 Dropped In I really do not want to come back here again to become a baby and spend 18 years as a prisoner under parents trying to raise me in the way that they are going… “What makes you think that I didn’t drop you into ‘today’ with a memory of a past?” Well if that’s the case, then you can drop me anywhere, anytime!
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20100205 Laws of Man Father, I come before you asking that Who You Are be revealed to us. Men have written many words on many pages and all have been proclaimed as the words of God. As we come before You, we lay down any scripts of our own that we have written and bask in Your Holy Light. I am not a qualified judge of any writings of man, therefore I bow to You and wait for Your Enlightenment as Your Only Thought is my desire. I trust no one. I trust no writings of any man. My trust lies in only Who You Are. I bow to no laws written by any man as You are not a God of the, or any, law as You are Simply Love and I ask that I abide Only in Your Love and that You keep me there, within You, where I am Your Pleasure, without the laws of man or beast. I ask that I only radiate Your Love, that as I am seen, that all that is seen, is Your Love. That I am not recognized as one who follows law but one who Loves and reflects You. And that is my only desire. And for this I thank You. |
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20100308 They’re not Here Either Yesterday Ross and I attended a birthday party for two of our grandchildren. In a vision this morning, a few moments of that party were ‘replayed’ in my mind. Vision: Ross and I were sitting at the kitchen table with sons, daughter-n-laws and grandchildren. I realized that what I was seeing, really wasn’t there. Everyone at the table, including Ross and I, were illusions…my thoughts. The whole ‘play’ was made up in my mind. The spirit of our son did not reside in the body that I was looking at, if there is such an individual, he is with His Father, as One, as Ross and I are…that is, if there is a Ross…or I. This entire scenario was played out in order to convince me that I am a separate individual, not only apart from My God, but from every other person and thing that I think that I am seeing. But they are not there. I sure thought that I was sitting at that table. And I sure thought that I heard our kids talking back and forth. But I didn’t…I just ‘thought’ that I did. |
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20100326 Seeing Time If time is changed at any point, all time is changed.
Prophets, Psychics, Seers…etc. are able to ‘predict’ the future as all of time has already passed and we are merely ‘watching’ what has already been.
Prophets are able to predict, with some accuracy, but not total accuracy, as we are able to change time.
Certain ones carry the title of Seer, however seeing time is no special task, as time is within the memory of every man, if only he could believe.
Time is the memory of man. Past, Present and Future is all the memory of man. Nothing more.
Titles given to few are used to separate, as all are special, not just few.
Time is seen in nightmares and dreams but is not recognized, as Seeing time is fearful to man. |
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Pages of Time Like the pages of a magazine; you don’t have to read every story. Like the pages of a magazine; you don’t have to buy every product from every ad. Turn the pages and move on. 20100412 Dream
How can you be afraid of a dream? It can’t hurt you. It can only make you think that you are in danger. But when you wake up it’s all over and soon to be forgotten. 20100619 Now There is no need for future, if there is no past. There is no need for time, if there is no past to correct…in the future. Now is all that there is. Now is all that is important.
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Salvation God is Mind. There is no reality as we see it. There is only mind. You are the thought of God, His Son. The Universe in which we live, we cannot see. What we see is merely an 'illusion in which we hide', fearing God’s punishment, as we see ourselves as sinners. We have not sinned against God, as He would not allow it. He sees us as He created us; As we are. Our thought of being our own god has taken our thoughts in a different direction until we have forgotten Who We Are. But that doesn’t change the state in which we were created, as the Holy and Complete Son of God. Our thoughts are irrelevant, as His Thoughts are higher than our thoughts. We may 'think' that we are no longer worthy of His Presence, but that doesn’t change the fact that we are. We haven’t fallen away, we just think that we have. We don’t need the 'blood' of a savior; be it man or animal! We need the Word! We need the Understanding of a savior in order to be saved. We need to know what our savior knows in order to see. We need a savior to help us to remember our original creative state. We haven’t left. We are still in the Presence of Our Father, Our Creator. He wouldn’t allow us to leave, we only think that we have fallen away from Him. His Holy Spirit is there as our bridge to show us, to bring to our remembrance, to wake us up from this nightmare! Yes, Jesus is our savior. He is also our brother. Christ, the Son of God. So are you. He is with us, to 'save us' from our own 'thoughts of unworthiness'. |
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20100502 Breaking the Illusion: The Sons of Satan VS The Son of God The Sons of Satan: I see others based on how I see myself. If I see someone as abusive then I deserve no more than abuse. If I see someone as hating me then I see myself as undeserving of their love. If I have a relationship with someone that abandons me then I see myself as deserving no better. All of which gives me the right, based on how you have treated me, to attack you.If I haven’t forgiven you, for what I see as your sin against me, then I have determined that you deserve to be punished, therefore I must judge you in order to justify my decision not to forgive you. Man has to have an enemy in order to fight against the enemy within himself. Man sees himself as less than God and has determined that he must be punished and ultimately destroyed. He hates what he sees within himself but he doesn’t know how to escape, so he turns his attack outside himself to attack others as he sees all of mankind as evil. Oh we’ve tried to divert our attention by averting our attack against such allusive creations, that we call by many names: Satan, Lucifer, The Dragon, The Anti-Christ, The Serpent…Hitler, Stalin, The Third Reich, Osama bin Laden, Al-Qaida… But in the end it all comes down to us, as there is only us. Just us, the son of God. But yet we see ourselves as the sons of satan…figure that! Even if we say that we are killing each other as an act of god, a holy war, we still see ourselves as sons of satan, even The Great Satan, it doesn’t matter…If I want to kill you, hurt you, or in anyway destroy you I am still seeing myself as in need of punishment, knowing that if I attack you, you will attack me…and I will receive what I deserve…ultimately my death. Personal Note: I find it almost funny that Al-Qaida refers to America as The Great Satan. And based on how they see themselves and how they see us, I can see where they would see that. In watching American TV, from TAXI to FRIENDS, Americans come across as a bunch of sex crazed buffoons! Not to mention American politicians! Even Charles Manson felt justified in killing the rich as he had said that he had been rejected by them. The Son of God: Son of God, who are you? Who created you? In Who’s Image do you walk? Who’s Love do you carry? How does Your Creator see You? Let’s ask Him.“Father, how do You see us? Show us what You see.” If Perfection were to Create, What would Perfection Create? If Perfection creates Perfection, then how can there be a separation? Perfection is Perfection, with no opposite, no separation. So how can we see ourselves as other than perfect? Perfection cannot create imperfection. Imperfection cannot exist with Perfection. Darkness cannot exist with Light. |
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20100613 Karma never stops…until you decide to stop it! Time after time, Life after life, we swap roles with our partners and friends and enemies. The psychics refer to it as, ‘unfinished karmic relationships’. I call it hell! As long as I ‘see’ you, as sinning against me, I will be seeking some kind of retaliation. You hurt me now, I will see to it that you are hurt next time. Then the roles become reversed. We have to stop the punishment! We have to stop the judgment! This is not God punishing us! We punish our selves and each other, over and over again! 20100620Each decision made is for Heaven or for hell, and brings the awareness of what has been decided. ACIM T-15.III.5 20100624 Spirit GuideI’m not looking for a spirit guide, I already have one. The Holy Spirit is my guide! It’s My Father’s Word Only that I am interested in, and I’m very particular ‘who’ speaks His Word to me! When 'He' sends the Guide, He sends ‘His’ Word! 20100710Angels and Other Messengers of God Those often referred to as Angels and other Messengers of God are those that do not choose to participate in the foolish illusion of humanity, or those that have been there, done that, and have given that illusion over to Truth. There are no different ‘classes’, we are all One, as His Son. However we do make different choices. |
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All of Me 20100625 What I am beginning to understand is almost beyond the words it will take to explain it but I am going to give it a try. The more that I understand of who I am, the more I understand that I am many, as a drop of ocean water would still be ocean as well as still being one drop. I questioned the fact that if there is no time, that if all is happening at once, and if there are characteristics of myself spread out over this illusion of time, that does not exist, then why do I feel so ‘attached’ to this particular characteristic and space of ‘time’ rather than to the others, especially those of myself that should be so much more evolved? The understanding that I received was as exciting as it was shocking to my little pea brain. It is my understanding, that each part of myself ‘feels’ just as attached to it’s own place or space in ‘time’ as I feel in the one that I recognize as my ‘present’ state of being. The problem lies in the fact that the lower levels of consciousness are unable to communicate with the more highly evolved levels of myself to the point that they are unaware that any other part of themselves exist…thus the making of past, present and future. When the term ‘present’ is used it is only for the understanding of the lower levels of consciousness as there is really no space of time referred to as present any more than there is such a place or time as past or future, they are merely ‘terms’ used to further understanding of much lower levels of myself that would be frightened of ‘now’ or ‘being’. Space and time are an imprisonment, in theory, once I am attempting to evolve into a higher level, however space and time are a ‘womb of protection’ to those who are yet to be reborn. (personal note-no wonder babies are born screaming, they are afraid.) Every concept of time that is experienced within man’s illusion is a shadow, a symbol, a flag waving in the distance to attract our attention to lead us into a next or higher level of consciousness. As an example, yes as in the crying baby at birth, the new entrance into a different life in which we have been unaccustomed to ‘seeing’ or ‘feeling’, we will be frightened, but that doesn’t mean that the experience will be bad. You have just been born into a new family, with new parents awaiting your arrival. (personal note-I feel myself drifting back and I can no longer hear the voice. This is always so frustrating because I know that the voice is still speaking, I am just unable to hear it now. I think sometimes, I just become overwhelmed, and ‘jump back into my body’, so to speak, for protection. How funny is that! Protection, Ha!) After a few moments of ‘digesting’ these new truths, I begin to drift again. This new information is so far beyond this petty ‘forgiveness’ realm of human relationships. It is so far beyond those human emotions and feelings of even having to consider forgiving another person or yourself. Once past humanity, what is there to forgive? It’s humanity that holds to the fears and the judgments. When I’m ‘away’ from it, it all seems so silly, so simple…so illusive. |
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This is all there is This 'Alice in Wonderland' experience that I have put myself in is all that exists for man. My thoughts are all that there is. Of course it isn’t real, however real that it seems to me, it has no substance. It is ever changing with my every thought. No, I am not aware of the changes as when the changes have been made, the old situation no longer exists, so there is really nothing for me to remember. As I sleep, I’m changing it. As I wake I’m changing it, but what am I changing? Is anything really changing? No, only my thoughts. But that is all that there is.20100731 Time
Now is all there is. 20100727 Are things really any different? “Father, as I ask that my thoughts be changed and as I ask that I only see as You see, I am beginning to realize that even though it is only my thoughts that I am capable of changing, that is all that is necessary. As my thoughts change so do my circumstances…” 20100802 I am good My Father created me good and right and perfect in His Image. There is nothing that I can do to change that, as His Creations are Eternal. It is impossible for me to become bad or evil or sinful, as His Creations Are As They Are, and they will stay as they are, as that is the way that He keeps them. I may have incorrect thoughts, however they can and will be corrected, but that cannot change who nor what I am. I am My Fathers Child and I am good. 20100819 I already am what I am trying to become I don’t have to achieve the Christ or become a master. I don’t have to work my way up to being a son of God. I’m not going to be wiser or more knowledgeable tomorrow. I’m not going to Heaven, someday, to live in eternity with My Father. I already am what I am trying to become. 20100821 Fear The fact that I am afraid, is more frightening to me, than what I am afraid of. |