Which way is up?

Once again as I awoke this morning I pictured myself within The Energy of The Father asking Him to cleanse me, when this morning He began to show me that I am not dirty but I am continually trying to punish myself to destruction, if necessary, in my desperation to be One With Him.

As each of us is a measure of God himself, within Himself, we each operate that measure according to our will. As we drift away in our own thoughts we no longer think as He thinks, therefore everything that we see and feel is thought of from our vantage point of, ‘how does this effect me?’

Even though I may hate the way that I am, I have lost my way back into my original state as my vision has been impaired by how I see. If all that I see is impaired by how that everything effects me then I ‘think’ that I am lost and outside of My God, when in fact I am imprisoned within myself, within my own thoughts about myself. My own thoughts tell me that I am not worthy of His Presence because I see everything from my point of view, therefore I ‘have lost my way’ back to Him because my way is clouded with thoughts of me.

As I hate the person that I am, as I become desperate ‘to return’ to my original state, I look for ways to kill my self, to destroy this present condition, thinking that at my death I would have to return to My Father. As I ‘wish’ to die, that measure of His Energy, begins to create various pathways to oblige me. I begin to create sicknesses and diseases that can destroy this body that I feel has imprisoned me, as I think that if I can escape from this ‘flesh’ that I can be once again present with My Lord. I create accidents for myself. I take things into my body that I think will kill it, as I am desperate to escape from what I think is keeping me away from My God. I have lost my way.

Jesus came to show us that ‘this body of flesh’ is only dirt and spit and has no power of it’s own and cannot control us, as we control it. He came here to show us how to ‘truly escape’, not from these flesh bodies, but from our ‘thoughts of self’.

The life that he lived here as Jesus, was an attempt to show us how to accomplish the journey that is necessary to become One again, with The Father. Every aspect, from his being born again into this life, as created by the hands of His Father, without human hands, to every form of teaching aspect that he searched out, representing each and every incarnation, He was attempting to show us what is required of us in order to return our thoughts back to the thoughts of One.

He attempted to show us, not only how to live but how to die, how to give of ourselves until there is no more to give, rest in the Father, and rise again. He attempted to show us how to recreate ourselves; to accept His Love and see, once again, as He sees and with The Mind of Christ to think, once again as He thinks, not of ourselves only but of ourselves as a Whole, as We are All One, One Source, One Power, One Love.

He showed us that it is possible to give ourselves over to death and that death is not the end, we must resurrect, we must transform, with no thought as to how this process will effect us, but only how this process will effect The Father, The Creator and His Creation, as A Whole!

We are not alone. We cannot kill this flesh and automatically wake up in the arms of the Father and everything be alright. We must die. We must resurrect. We must transform ourselves back into His-Self.

Jesus came here for one purpose and that was to show us that this can be done but it can only be done His Way. We must follow His Example. A journey through self-thought; many births, many teachings, many trials, some won, some lost, some understood, some misunderstood, many deaths. Shadows of things that have to be.

We are not lost, as He will never lose us, but we will never see as He sees as long as we think as we think.