NuPsalm-The Connection

20100629

Nothing left to Read

Father, I can feel myself coming to the place when there is nothing left to read; nowhere else to go in search of You. No one has the answers to the questions that I have about You, and I know that, but why am I constantly looking for something else to read? I am feeling that You are just waiting on me to stop looking everywhere else so that I will finally look to You. The problem with that, I think, is that it’s frightening to me to be totally responsible for my own ears to hear. But yet, that’s the very thing that You have been teaching me to do and that I have been doing for many, many years. And yet I still need a crutch? No of course I don’t. Old habits are hard to break sometimes…much washing…old religious rituals…study, study, study…

It’s past time to lay it all down, and depend solely upon Your Voice.

Father, if you refuse to see me in the illusion that I have surrounded myself with, and I have a problem within that illusion, how can I ask for Your Assistance?

Yeshua, can you help me break this down a little bit further? If Father only sees me as pure and complete in Him, how can He help me?

Oh, How I perceive is always my answer, right?

“Correct.”

In other words, His Thought is really All That I Need, right?

“Correct.”

Thanks.

“You are very welcome.”

Boy, it’s so good to hear your voice! If you only knew, but of course you know. That’s funny!

20100705

Christ is the Son of God who is in no way separate from His Father,

Whose every thought is as loving as the Thought of His Father

By which He was created,

Who lives in His Creator and shines with His glory,

The Extension of the Love and the Loveliness of God,

As Perfect as His Creator and at peace with Him.

I come to God’s altar, as Christ is waiting there to welcome me.

I come wholly without condemnation, but love myself with the Love of Christ,

for so My Father Loves me.

Father, I make the choice for Holiness,

for in that choice are false distinctions gone,

illusory alternatives laid by, and nothing left to interfere with truth.

My Father, I ask that You release my mind

from everything that hides Your Face from me.

I am as You created me. Your Son can suffer nothing.

And I am Your Son.

Father, I ask that the Christ in me interpret for me

and I do not wish to limit what I see

by narrow little beliefs that are unworthy of Your Son.

I choose Your Strength instead of my weakness.

Father, I ask that You heal my mind as I come to the end of ego’s rule;

Which is Christ’s Second Coming!

20100705

My Father's Holy Spirit is a Thought of God,

and My God’s desire is that His Every Thought is to be shared

with His Son.

His Holy Spirit came into being at the separation as a protection,

Who corrects the world of dreams where all perception is.

His only function is to bring illusions to the Truth of God,

His only mission to remove all doubt

and every trace of guilt that His dear Son has laid upon himself.

God’s Holy Spirit is my Communication Link to My Father,

recognizing both God’s creation and my illusion.

He knows me although I do not know myself

and is perfectly aware of how to teach me how to remember who I am.

Through His vision I can look upon myself with love,

and see myself as my Father sees me.

I Thank You My Father,

that through the eyes of Your Holy Spirit I am able to recognize what I see.

He is my only guide and I will follow Him into my salvation,

as my salvation is my escape from guilt, my enemy,

which has distorted what I know to be the truth about myself.

I know that You seek to remove all guilt from my mind

that I may remember My Father in Peace.

I say to You, “Decide for me,”

for Your decisions are reflections of what You know about me,

and in My Father’s Light, error becomes impossible.

I Thank You that Your every Loving Thought is True.

And that is all that there is.

Anything else would only by my illusive cry for Your Help and Healing.

I Thank You for Your Joy

and that You reject anything that does not bring me Joy,

as You are Joy itself.

Me 20100701

I have invented a lot of Me’s in order to see myself. I must, contrary to what I think, that I think about myself, I must somewhere remember my original creation and that I have not sinned, otherwise I would not be judging those that I have invented.

I must be in some kind of confusion that I do not recognize, as I look at others with the idea that what ‘I think’ is superior, to what they are thinking, and what they are doing.

It’s twisted up somehow in some kind of false humility as I look at myself as being less than others. If that was really what I believed about myself I would not be attacking others, I would feel that they were justified in attacking me and I would allow myself to be destroyed by them.

Very curious.

So all of those around me are mirroring what I think to be my own characteristics outside of myself and I see them as something other than who I choose to be, thus, the judgments and the attacks. This has been my way of identifying the thoughts that I have had, and in this identification, making the choices of those thoughts that I choose to reject.

My greatest desire is to be as My Father created me to be, so I have projected those parts of myself that I do not want. I am judging my own self as I look at others and their actions.

I know within myself that I am who My Father created me to be, therefore, the only way that I am able to see ‘those other thoughts’ is to project them outside of myself. Thus I am seeing myself as ‘others’, as this is the only way that I am able to look at what I am rejecting, as I know that I am holy and without sin, even though I am not aware that I know this, at least at this point.

The problem is, where I have caught myself in a trap, is that I have forgotten why I split myself off into so many. I do not remember that it was my intention to choose those thoughts that were not of You. I see these projections as other individuals, totally separate from myself.
Wow!

2010 07 14 4:34am

Conversation indicates Separation

I have grieved over the fact that the conversations that I have always had with My Father have all but stopped. At this moment I realize that if it is my desire, that I will be allowed to stay in that realm, but that is not my choice.

The very thing that I have been begging for, which is to think as He Thinks can never be accomplished as long as I am expecting Him to communicate with me in conversation. Thinking means to think, not to speak.

I choose not to grieve today. I am thankful.

On a Personal Note: Although my choice is not to grieve as I have to go on, I cannot stop the tears. My Father was just that to me. As silly as it may seem to some, He was everything to me that I did not have in this world, and though I say that I will not grieve, I make this decision as my choice, not as something that I feel. This is very hard. To see My Father as mind or thought with no form, no voice. This is very hard. I call upon My Father’s Holy Spirit to be My Decider of Truth as I wish to see as He sees and think only as He thinks. And I thank You My Father. j

20100722

In my search for God’s Perfection

In my journey back to God I have taken many paths, taken on many personalities, and conquered many enemy characteristics of my self that I was sure that My God hated.

Or have I?

From my point of perception, all I need is to identify what God hates and conquer it, right? Isn’t that what religion says? That’s what I’ve lived my life doing.

From humanity’s standpoint, there’s nothing to it. If God doesn’t like it, don’t do it.

So that’s what I have tried to do. And I will emphasize the word ‘tried’, because it is ‘humanly’ impossible to please God, because humanity within itself is incapable of ‘knowing’ God.

I use the term ’humanity’ loosely as referring to being in this body and on this planet. This is not me. It has no power.

I know God, within myself, even though I may not remember all.

Who I really am, pleases God. He asks no more and no less. He sees only His Perfection in Me. I and others like me have the problem of seeing ourselves as He sees us.

I see myself as sinful, because that is what I have been told, but My Father has never recognized any of my fantasies of humanity and sees me only as the Perfection that He Created.

As I travel on my journey, it is His Love that I feel that I do not have, that is what I feel that I am missing, although I may not recognize that it is His Love that is the only thing that will satisfy me, I walk this road trying to fill that void, with everything but Him, to no avail.

20100801

Son of God

“Father, can you allow me to remember Who You are or who that I am. Is there anything that I can remember that I can comprehend at this time. I would like to remember that I am good. That as Your Creation, created in Your Perfection I am as Perfect as You, that there is no sin, there is no punishment. Can You explain to me the Son of God in any form that I can understand?”

I’m not going to say that I exactly remembered, but yet somehow and in some form I did. I remembered or ‘knew’ that the Son of God as One divided himself into many, I don’t exactly remember why this happened, but now that we have been divided and taken on different characters, as we took on different experiences, we have so become those different characters that we have forgotten that we were once one.

At the end, or return, when we have become one again, there will be no sense of loss as we were never really divided, anymore than we have ever separated from Our Father.

20100904

Arising from the Crucifixion

Yes, it did happen. Yes, he was crucified and guess what else; yes he did take my sin away! Symbolically, if I give my sin, or what I think of as my sin, to him, he will simply throw it away into nothingness, (see it covered in his life’s blood, if that is the vision that you prefer). With His Resurrection, portraying to us, the rising away from that death, leaving it to nothingness!

We, as the Son of God in Christ, are the salvation of our brothers, as we see them sinless, (call it forgiveness if that is the symbol that you prefer). We have the ability between us, to take the ‘false energy’ of guilt or pain away and throw it into nothingness as our elder brother taught!

Remember: You are Who You are in Christ and that will not, nor has it ever changed. Though you may, at times, ‘feel’ the ‘false energy force’ of guilt or pain, it is not you, nor is it attached to you in any form!

You are NOT sick! You are NOT a sinner!